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The Angelic Channel August 7, 2000 [Commercial] C: Hello we have our first caller. Did you want to ask a question? Caller: I did. I wanted to know, I was married briefly and divorced and I wanted to know how that would benefit me as a person here on earth, doing my lessons, how does that help me, or even my ex? With what happened it was traumatic, quick and I was just wondering what the Angel could tell me? Astra: The experience that you are speaking of is an experience of passing through a vibration in which you are learning of the self. You must see here that relationships are designed in order for a Be-ing to see his own energy, to see himself through the other as a reflection. For this man was a reflection of you and you of him and there are short brief relationships and then there are relationships that last for very long periods of time. When you are in a relationship that is a very brief relationship you are to understand that you are there for a learning experience, many Be-ings become extremely upset and they believe that there is some force going against them and then they miss the moment to see very clearly that they were in this relationship in order to see something about their own energy. Now this is very difficult for a Be-ing to understand, that you draw to yourself that which you need and so therefore when you are drawing this relationship to yourself what is happening here for you is that it is teaching you about yourself and your ability to be more independent of relationships in that you are a very strong personality and when you drew in this relationship this relationship was for you a mirror, showing you that your personality was not able to sustain this relationship because the strength of your personality was not in balance with this energy. This energy was very weak and he was very needy, he wanted very much to draw from you, he wanted very much to receive care from you and your strong personality would not allow him to drain your energy and therefore this kicked in immediately and your took you stand. Now when you took your stand there was no possibility for the relationship to go further. You must not feel sorrowful because you have learned a great lesson here. You have learned that by following your instincts that you have saved yourself from a relationship that would have been extremely draining and degrading for your energy. We are hoping that you understand what has been said. Caller: If we create everything that we have and everything that we have around us, I have been going through a lot of depression and why am I creating all of these depressions? How can I get out of it? Astra: This is correct, every Be-ing creates for himself, every Be-ing creates what he feels, every Be-ing creates what he manifests, for you are the Creator, you are an extension of the One, therefore you create your own life. That is why Be-ings are within the earth plane, they are here as the creative force, they are an extension of the One and in their lifetime they are working to become more in alignment with the Creator and so they begin, they create at first through the ego consciousness and when you are creating through the ego you are not creating through the God consciousness. Now what we are saying here is that the ego consciousness is the trapped consciousness, it is trapped in the material. It is trapped in material concern, it is trapped in material greed, it is trapped in judgment and separation and therefore when a Be-ing is creating out of this entrapment then he creates his own grief, his own limitations and when this takes place, when it is to a degree, when it becomes impossible to see the light, to see any joy, to feel any remnants of understanding and peace, one becomes drained in his energy. When the energy becomes sufficiently drained, a Be-ing then becomes depressed. Depression means that you have no life, that the dark is so overwhelming that you cannot see a way out of it, that you cannot see the path and you do not have any hope, the hope is all gone and the reality is that the hope is never gone, the hope is always there because the light is always there. You are always held in the arms of the Creator, the light never leaves you, you leave the light, you turn away from the light. Just as in your sky you speak of the black hole, the black hole is created because it is the light turned inside out. All the light is consumed by this blackness and so therefore the light turned inside out creates the black hole and that is what happens in a Be-ing. The light is turned inside out and therefore light no longer is in the consciousness, and all that is in the consciousness is the darkness. But you are the light and to turn the light around, what you need to understand is that God and the Angels are always near by. Speak to them, speak to your Guardian Angel, ask to see the light again, ask to be guided and you shall be guided, ask for the assistance to understand where you are and what it is you have created in order to grow, to learn, to awaken. Man creates devastation in his life in order to awaken himself. He is sleeping and he needs to awaken to his true identity so he creates this sorrow, and the sorrow when it becomes overwhelming serves as a tool to open you to the light, to see, to understand what you are doing and why. When you go into prayer and you ask for assistance you shall receive it. Most importantly you must remind yourself that you are not lost, you are only blocked by confusion and then the confusion can be dissolved and you will begin to receive the assistance that you need. Is this understood? Caller: If we are here to heal ourselves, how do we do that? Astra: There are many steps. Healing the self is not magic. It is work. Be-ings must understand that they need to work on becoming conscious. Consciousness is what creates your healing. Coming into the moment and seeing what really exists there rather than the illusion that you are just following because you are conditioned to follow it. Every Be-ing is trapped by perception that is held within the child energy. In other words, when you are a child and in your childhood you are told for an example you are not bright, you are very stupid, that you don’t know anything, then you begin to believe it, you begin to believe that you are not bright because the Be-ings that are telling you this are the Be-ings that you look up to, the ones that you depend upon. Therefore this belief system of not being intelligent, just doesn’t leave you overnight. Even as you are growing up and you are hearing, that you are intelligent and you are also learning by the things that you read and the people that you meet, more about the world, and so on the surface you now feel confident and you feel that you are intelligent enough and you feel good about yourself to a certain degree but that child within you still feels that he is not intelligent. Therefore when something comes up in your life and you feel challenged by it, you feel threatened because you do not feel that you are intelligent enough and you can react in numerous ways when this takes place that are all self-sabotaging, but the Be-ing does not recognize that this is coming from the child energy so he does not recognize why he becomes indignant with people when they are even suggesting that he doesn’t know what he is talking about, he doesn’t know why he becomes so defensive and the reality is that the feeling mechanism that is with the Be-ing is stronger, much more powerful than the intellect because it is the first intellect that the Be-ing receives. When you are a baby you do not have a thinking mechanism but you have a feeling one, so you feel your environment and all of these feelings go in and become embedded within every cell of your Be-ing. So when you grow the first intellect which is the feeling mechanism of your Be-ing directs your energy, even though the layers of consciousness grows, the intellect grows, and you begin to learn on other levels and through other people, the child within, the feeling intelligence rules your existence and Be-ings do not realize this truth and once it is realized then you are on your path to self healing for the only way to heal is to know thyself completely from within and from without. Once you understand your feelings, knowing where they come from, knowing how they affect you in every moment of your life, only then can you redirect them into the light and become your true identity, which is the Creator God. Caller: My question to Astra is for the last few years we have been hearing about earth changes and I was wondering if the Angel could enlighten us on what this really means? Astra: There is much taking place, there are many changes taking place within the physical world. There is a great deal of technology that is moving into your world as you well are aware and all of the technology is way surpassing your spiritual understanding of self. Therefore there is an imbalance created. For man cannot serve the technology that he is bringing into form until he is in alignment with his spiritual self, until he is strong in his connection to all of the universe, until he is completely in tune with the Universal Laws that rule his existence. Man does not believe that he is ruled by the Universal Laws and if he does believe it he just gives lip service to it. Most Be-ings do not understand what it means to be in alignment with the spiritual laws. Man does not understand the most important spiritual law of cause and effect. He believes he understand it, he believes yes I understand if I shoot someone then I have caused something bad to happen and that will create the effect of my going to prison, that is not all that cause and effect is about. What you think creates so therefore your thoughts create what takes place in the next moment, so when you are thinking negative thoughts then they have an effect and that effect is multi-layered. It isn’t only the effect on yourself, feeling low, feeling down because you are thinking negative thoughts, but it is also effecting everyone around you, for when you are having these thoughts you are then projecting negativity, you are projecting darkness, you are projecting someone who is not trusting, you are projecting someone who is in fear and so therefore many effects come out of that which you have caused through your own thinking mechanism. It is extremely important that Be-ings begin to realize how complex they are, how powerful they are, for you are all the power, you are the Creator. Therefore when you are aware of your power then you are with the capability to change your world, to create heaven upon your earth plane. But there is so much confusion within the mind of man, for man is lost in his ego consciousness and that will create much more imbalance within your physical world than you can even imagine, for you will take all this wonderful technology and you will use it to the detriment of man instead of for his good. You will believe that you are creating something for man’s good but you will not think out what your cause will create and all the effects that it will bring and it will be too late by the time you recognize what they are. Just as you operate now within your world where you create something and by the time it is out of hand completely then you recognize that was not such a good thing that we did here, now we have to try to fix it, now we have to try to change it and changing it becomes more and more difficult. That is why now as you are beginning to learn more in your spiritual growth on this earth plane, you are beginning to understand what preventive medicine means because preventive medicine is using your spiritual gifts, using your gifts to keep yourselves healthy, to keep yourselves working within the light of your true identity and to prevent such a negative effect by acting correctly to begin with, eating correctly, speaking correctly, thinking correctly, doing things that are within the light for the good. In your past you didn’t do these things, you waited until the diseases were created and then you worked furiously to try to kill the disease. You are beginning to learn, you can see here how you are beginning to be much more connected to your physical bodies and keeping them healthy, you are beginning to understand a little more about cause and effect, but you are only skimming the surface. There is so much more to teach you here. Caller: I’m trying to change my life and the way I do things, but I find old patterns of nervousness coming back to me along with uneasiness. Can the Angel help me in any way? Astra: These patterns of nervousness and uneasiness, this is where you are in lack of trust. For when a Be-ing is working towards something and he is being told yes you are to believe in yourself, you are to love yourself, you are to take positive action, you are to have positive thoughts. The Be-ing says alright I’ll do this and then nothing happens then he becomes anxious because it is the condition of the ego to expect results immediately, it is the condition of the ego not to trust, for the ego wants something and it wants it yesterday, it doesn’t want to wait for it to manifest itself, so the more work you do towards bringing in the light, the more work you do towards trusting and becoming who you really are, the stronger the ego becomes. It is like you say in your earth plane when you are speaking in the terms of alcoholism, they say that when you become healthy, then your ego becomes even stronger, the more work you do on yourself, the more good you bring in, then the more resistance you are going to get from your ego. That is what is happening in this situation. For as you are working to stay within the light, you are working to trust in what you know to be true, there is this impatience in the ego energy, so the ego then becomes stronger. It keeps building up because it is resisting. It doesn’t want to believe. There is a part of every single Be-ing that does not want to believe that they are good, that they are holy, that they are beautiful loving creatures of the Creator. Most Be-ings are more afraid of their goodness than they are of their darkness. Therefore the more that you work within the light, the more you work to connect to your true identity, to that which is good, that which is creative, the more your ego will try to interfere and that creates this anxiety that you are feeling, it creates this anxiousness. What you need to do when you are feeling anxious is you need to speak to that part of your energy, you need to say wait, be patient here, be patient for all things shall come, all that I am working for shall manifest. If I continue to believe in myself, if I continue to believe in truth and I work constantly to manifest that truth then it will manifest. When I cannot know, how I cannot know and the not knowing is alright because the Creator knows. You are not creating here on this earth by yourself. That is what happens here, the ego believes that it creates everything, it is the doer, and it is not the doer of all things, it is the interferer at this point because it is out of alignment with your God consciousness. It is the Creator that creates all things, so therefore you are needing to let go of the reigns that you are holding so tightly on your life and trust, trust that as you take the steps that you are taking, that you will become stronger and stronger within them and the Creator will create through you what it is that you are asking for, what it is that you deeply desire. For when a Be-ing states his love for the Creator and states his desire to manifest that love into the physical world, he is never denied, he is always served, it is just how and when that he cannot know and that is what creates panic because the ego wants to know everything. That part of your energy that is based in the material world wants to know it all and it will not step aside and let life happen. Life is meant to happen, to flow like your streams and rivers flow, like all that is of the creation in perfect order flowing naturally. Man is not different, man is of the creation and he was designed to flow in perfect order. Keep this trust in your heart and your anxiety shall fade away. Is this understood? [Yes. Thank you.] Caller: I have a question about our political future. Can I ask who our next president is going to be? Astra: We cannot give this information. I will tell you why we cannot give this information. Because as we have said before you are the Creators, you create your own existence in the physical plane, so therefore if you are the Creators then your creation is continuously fluctuating, it is changing on the dime as you call it in the physical world. Therefore understand this clearly: you will all gravitate to one direction and then you will all move back to another direction and then you will all believe that you have the answer and many of you will believe that there is no answer, I mean there are multitudes of thought patterns that are taking place within any given moment within the physical plane. It is a miracle that you even elect a president, or that you are even running your country at all because there is so much conflict within the emotional body, with the ego consciousness of the physical. Understand this clearly…one thing you must focus on here is to work to see the president that sees global consciousness, that sees the world through a global consciousness. Not a consciousness that is greedy, and just about the physical existence of the Americas, not a consciousness that is talking about just this country, but a consciousness that is open to share with the world, a consciousness that is open to stretch its arms out and embrace the globe because if man does not embrace all of the earth, man shall lose the earth and man must stay in that consciousness when he is working to elect the next president of your United States. Is this understood? We are now wanting to ground Anna’s energy. [Commercial] C: Anna that was fantastic. Really fantastic. Are you able to remember any of it? Do you recall anything that Astra says through you? A: Yes, I recall mostly the energy and the feeling of it and I do remember parts of the things that were said so we can have a little discussion now but they will leave me in about 15 or 20 minutes. I do remember that the Angel was talking to people about the things that the Angel said to me when I was in training more or less. When the Angel came back to me, the Angel came back through automatic writing. I had been on my journey and on my path. I faced a lot of fears and I had a marriage that was not a good marriage, it was very hurtful and also joyful, I mean there was a lot of joy in that marriage as well, My children were the biggest joy, I have two beautiful children. When the marriage ended I went out and looked for help and I ended up at a philosophy school in New York called The School of Practical Philosophy. As I was there they taught meditation and I learned to meditate. As soon as I meditated, I would then here people say I can’t concentrate, my mind is going back and forth, but I went immediately into meditation as if I had meditated all my life. I just meditated very deeply. After seven months of doing the meditation, I was home and the Angel came through. Now when the Angel came through, it is a very beautiful story, well let’s see maybe we can start it now and if we don’t finish we can pick it up when we have our next show on Monday. I was in this School of Practical Philosophy, we were all speaking, people taking turns telling their problems, and there was a gal there and I didn’t know her, she sat behind me, and when one of the classes was over she said to me, would you like to go for coffee and I said oh alright and we went for coffee. We sat down and we were having coffee and she said to me I have to tell you something and I don’t know how to do this but I know that I have to and I am a little nervous and I don’t want you to think I am crazy. She said you know my husband died and I am speaking to my husband through automatic writing. I said you are, well that’s fascinating. She said yes he comes to me and we talk and I write and he speaks to me and I have been doing this for the last three months. The thing that is really amazing is the last time I talked to my husband he said tell Anna that she has a very long energy and that God is waiting for her to connect to her Angel. I was floored. She said I don’t know what I am saying, all I know is he told me that and I got frightened because I don’t know you and my husband doesn’t know you. She asked would I come over one night while she contacted him and maybe he could clear it up. So of course I went over and I sat and she sat with the pen and he is saying you have a Guardian Angel from the God plane that wants to speak to you. I am sitting there and I am saying how. I want to do that but I don’t know how. I know this energy has been with me all my life and I even said that to her husband while she was writing, but I don’t know how. He said meditate. About two days later I was home and I was in meditation and as I am coming out of meditation, I hear a voice saying Anna pick up the pen, I picked up the pen and my hand started writing and the first words written were, “Hello Anna, I am your Guardian Angel”, and I wept. It was very difficult to keep the writing going because I was getting exhausted, I wrote two lines and I was so tired that I thought I was just going to pass out and I said that to the Angel and was told let’s start again tomorrow and the next night the same thing would happen, by the third day the Angel said to me Anna get a white candle and I jumped up because I didn’t have a white candle so I ran to the store, bought a candle, brought it back and I lit it and I literally wrote seven pages without stopping. As soon as the candle was lit, my hand was flying and I wasn’t tired at all. For six months the Angel spoke to me through automatic writing and taught me about my life and my purpose and why I was here and why God wants me to channel for other people and that is how it began. C:: Wonderful, wonderful story. It really is. A: We will probably need to hold this until another time. It was a wonderful hour and I thank you so much Colleen for being with me and everyone out there. I thank you so much for calling in and speaking to the Angel. I am blessed, you are blessed, we are all blessed. Call in next week and speak to Astra. Transcripts of all radio programs
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