Weekly Class, July 20, 2000 
Continued...

Answer:
How do you recognize the process of your life's stream? The life stream is the God energy in every Being. It is what enlivens your physical body. For all the inanimate objects of the physical plane are enlivened by the life stream, the life force which is the creative force - which is the creator God - which is enlivened through you and by you because you are one with the Creator. You are an extension of the One. You are God manifest in physical body. Therefore you are the one that enlivens your energy with the stream of the force of the light that is the Creator. Now therefore what does this mean?

It is meaning that you are continuously lightening your energy, bringing it into joy, bringing it into balance, bringing it into the places of your deepest desire. Every Being desires to be in peace. Every Being desires to be in joy. Every Being desires to have love and to experience love and to live in that spark that love creates. Love is the light force. So the life stream is enlivened by the love. Every living Be-ing within the physical plane is here to experience connecting to the life stream which is love. You can feel that you are alive based on physical principals, which is I can breathe, I have a heartbeat, I have a pulse, I am in body and I am therefore in a life stream. But that is a physical law. That's the physical aliveness, which is not the life stream.

The life stream is the aliveness of your whole Be-ing which goes beyond the physical. For every Be-ing goes beyond the physical. You are not your body. This is the most difficult lesson for Be-ings to learn in the physical because everyone in the physical believes he is his body. He has a body. The body is important. The body is where you occupy so therefore it is your temple and you are caring for it. Your energy is occupying it. The reality is that the body is a shell, the body is not real. It is an illusion. It is fearful. You are in it and in order to be enlivened in the life stream you must connect from all the other layers and levels of your Being. For you are a Be-ing that is on many levels.

You have a consciousness - you have a physical consciousness - you have a God consciousness - a spiritual consciousness. It is a consciousness that goes beyond the physical. You have an emotional body - you are ethereal body - you have an astral body - and most importantly you have a God body, which is your soul. The soul energy is the God body. Now when you are trapped in this vehicle which is not who you are, you are alive but you are not enlivened. You are not in the stream of life. Not until you connect to love, not until you connect every part of your energy. Not until you are aware that you have the power, that you are all that exists.

Therefore the reality is when you are in the life stream you do not need a doctor to heal your body, you can heal your own body. You do not need food to keep your body alive, you can be alive without eating. Now you are not developed within your belief system enough to experience that reality in the physical body because the dependency is upon the physical, therefore there is not room for your true identity to flourish and to create. You only have glimpses of creation.

When a man or a woman can create out of nothing and they can take out of the air and they can create something - let us say they are creating music or they are creating some art form that they manifest from the air, they manifest from mind, that is one example of being the creator and creating from your true identity, from your true self rather than from your physical body.

It's very easy to create physically through ego consciousness because you can use all the dense vibrations of the physical plane and move the pieces around and make them do what you want them to do. But when you are in the mold of true creation you create from love - love creates peace - love creates joy, harmony - love creates beauty - inspiration - union - a divine sense of self - love creates power because love is the power.

Therefore when you are speaking of how do you know how to follow your true identity, the simplest way to place it now is in your consciousness where you can grasp it because we can also place it on many, many levels, we can speak of it in many high planes of consciousness that you will not be able to assimilate through your ego at this point.

If you follow your heart - if you open your heart to touch other people - if you open your heart to touch yourself - if you let the love that you deeply desire, motivate you in your life, you shall be enlivening yourself. You shall be in the life stream. You shall experience what the life stream is about for it cannot be described in your physical earthly world. It can only be experienced through your energy, through your true identity.

Now when we are speaking of love, we are speaking of love in it's truest sense. We are not speaking of love through the ego's perception of love. For you easily say, I've experienced love and I've given myself and I've been totally wiped out. That is because you experienced love through ego's perception of love which turns everything into objects. Everything becomes something you own, something you posses. You love it because it is yours, or you love it because it looks like you, or you love it because it thinks like you, or you love it because it indulges you, or you love it because it obeys you. That is how the ego perceives love.

We now are speaking of love that is pure, that is who you are and is your true identity. In order to experience that through your ego body and your ego consciousness you need to let go of all judgment. You need to let go of all identification with the physical body. That is extremely difficult for man in his physical world to do.

You may begin by giving to yourself love in its truest sense, and that might be as simple as saying I know that I do this all the time but this is my routine and this is what I am suppose to do and I don't really want to do it but I'm suppose to do it and I am expected to do it. Then you may stop and say, "No I'm not going to do this. I'm going to love myself enough to give myself rest from this. I'm going to let it go because it doesn't feel right for me even though I'm aware that I will get much resistance."

Perhaps this is a situation where you might lose some physical thing or person that you rely on or some glorified image that you depend on, yet in that moment you love yourself enough to let go and to say I turn it over, wherever it goes, let it go, let it be.

Let God show me what it is I need to see - let me go through that darkness - let me go through that dense vibration - without even knowing what is going to manifest. Trusting that loving the self in that way you will receive what you need. You will receive more love. It will come back tenfold. It will not snap back in an instant, but it will open the floodgates of the love energy. It will direct you where you need to go. Where you need to be, what you need to experience in order to flow into the life stream and to be in your true, perfect complete, purified identity, which is your life stream.

You may ask another question.

Question:
If I come from God consciousness and I need to battle evil, will I get the help to do that, or if I come from ego when I do battle, will I not receive any help?

Answer:
There are no rules here. That is something that the ego gets all confused with. There are no rules.

There are many times that a Be-ing would be coming from ego and he gets everything he wants. He looks like he's getting it all. He wins, he wins because he is suppose to win. It is that the energy that he's bringing to himself at that moment has no rhyme or reason.

How many times have Be-ings said how can that person get away with murder, how can that person who is so evil, who is so cruel-how did that person gain such wealth and recognition in the world. Because that is his path-to be consumed by the ego energy-to be empowered by the ego. Only to continue to lose more of his true identity, more of his God self until he suffers every consequence of that loss.

It is also true that you know that man may have every material thing and suffer more than a man who is starving and cannot eat from day to day but has joy in his heart nonetheless and has love in his life. You cannot judge from the surface. You cannot look and see the truth by just looking at the material, by looking at the surface of any situation or behavior.

You must go beyond the surface. And when you go beyond you recognize that you bring to yourself that which you need in order to grow in God consciousness. Whether a Be-ing knows he is here to grow in God consciousness or not he is doing and taking the steps to grow into that consciousness, it may take many lifetimes.

IT MAY TAKE MULTITUDES OF LIFETIMES, BUT EVERY Be-ing is moving to God consciousness. Even the most cruel, vicious, dark energy that you know at this moment on the earth plane. So therefore this is where trusting your God consciousness, your love for self comes into play.

When you are in a situation and you're battling evil but you are coming from your God consciousness what you expect is what manifests. Whatever manifests you 're able to accept it. In accepting you are guided to see where you need to go, what you need to do next.

Let us say that in this situation, you are in your God consciousness and you are being confronted by evil. You have decisions to make and they are earthly decisions which are based in ego. You are in a physical plane. So, you have to take all of that into consideration through your God consciousness. You are to align your God consciousness to all of this material situation. You have to be the thread that runs through, so you may have to do certain things, prepare certain things a certain way in order to defend yourself against the negative energy, and so you do.

But you are doing it through your God consciousness, meaning that you are aware that you are playing the game of life here. The world is a stage and every player lives on this planet - everyone here is a player. And so therefore you must play the game you're in, meaning the circumstances that are given to you. That is your stage. You must be a player.

Now you can be a dishonest player, you can be a false player and reap the consequences or you can be a truthful player and play it with all of your energy in complete truth and still lose the material but gain the power, the peace, the balance and the opportunity to create what it is that you truly need rather than what your ego believes it needs. In other words, if you do not obtain what you are after and you are coming from your God consciousness that does not mean that you did something bad and you lost.

What it means is that it was never yours. What it means is that you were to experience the loss of it because that experience is going to open a new door.

There will be a gain on a higher level. This is very complex to the ego consciousness and very, very difficult for the ego to accept when the ego has it's eye set on something no matter what it is. When you are aligned in your God consciousness and you are in the flow of the energy of life, then you accept what manifests and you receive the answer in that acceptance of why it manifested as it did. You receive the answer of how it opened a new door on your journey through this path. Through the situation.

Is this understood?

You are to speak... We will take another question.

Question:
Recently I have been clearing my apartment of things from the past. It's been a mess. Things from by boyfriend who passed away and my mother who passed away. Also in my stuff I had gifts for my father for birthdays and Father's Day. They have been in my apartment for about a year and a half and couldn't get myself to wrap them and mail them to him. Could you tell me why I can't mail these gifts to him?

Answer:
You will find the answer. You are clearing out the past. You are releasing the dead. You have been living with the dead for a long time. In other words you have not let go of those who have passed. You are in the process of letting them go now.

This is a very, very intense process for your energy because the dependency on these Beings was great. So great that you felt you had no identity without them. You fell into the darkness and now you are coming out of the darkness. You are gradually crawling out of this hole that you have dug for yourself.

As you are releasing these energies of the past, as you are letting those who have passed go into the light you are overwhelmed. There is a connection between letting go of those who are gone and the fear of sending these gifts off to someone who is still alive. Fearing his death.

It is very subtle but there is the energy that as you are letting go of all that has accumulated that you have held from those that passed, that if you send the father gifts that have been there with all that dead energy that he should also die then. That is why you are holding them. It is deep within you. It is not in the conscious mind.

It is deep within the fear of losing those you love that this action has come out. It is important for you to recognize it and to allow yourself to free the fear by mailing the gifts. But you should do that in your own time. Is this clear?

We will take one more question.

Question:
In what you were discussing earlier you were saying once we align the ego, once we learn to live and love ourselves then we become one with the God consciousness. We become a part of the life's stream.

Answer:
You already are a part of the life's stream. You already are God consciousness. You in this embodiment are working to remember who you are. You are already one with God - every living creature - every living Be-ing has never left the Creator.

As we create the light, as we bring it up in the exercise at the beginning of class - that is your energy. Your energy is all in the One - you are all in the One - you never leave the One - that is an illusion. This is what's difficult for man to understand, that everything that you do in this life, that all that you see is an illusion. You have never left the One.

You are one with the One for eternity. What is taking place is that you are energy of the One, working in creation, creating. Creation never stops. It is constant. That is why they are finding more galaxies and more galaxies and more galaxies. It goes on and on and on into infinity. Because it is infinity.

Creation is happening in every moment. This little place that you are in here called earth is a manifestation, a creation that manifested out of the mind of the One. You are the extension of that energy and you are experiencing your creation which is the body you occupy.

Your true identity, which is very difficult for Be-ings to understand is the reflection coming into the illusion, when it gets trapped in the illusion and it forgets that it is the Creator. But the universe is worked and balanced in such a way that everything cycles, therefore you are constantly infused in your physical body with your soul energy which is in total memory and recognition of where it came from.

That is why you feel this division in this physical body, you feel God consciousness and ego consciousness - you feel the good and the bad - you feel the dark and the light - you feel the desire to know and you feel the inertia.

When you say to become - work on understanding to remember. That is the true process, to remember who you are, to remember that this is your illusion that you have created on this earth.

But this is not all that you created, this is a very small, little point that you would never see with the naked eye and it has become your whole world, you are totally consumed with it. This is the recognition that sets man on a spiritual path, when man recognizes that impulse, when man recognizes his entrapment, his pain, his longing to return to that which he is in Truth, this sets him on his path.

There is much energy that has come into the physical plane now from the angelic realm to assist man in his awakening to his True Self. To assist man to awaken, to come out of the illusion, for man in the illusion shall create more manifestations of darkness and imbalance.

This shall disturb the balance that exists in other realms of creation. We shall go into this at a future time. It is very complex, but for your purpose remember that you are remembering in this life. That is your path. It is not that you have to reach for something that is so far removed from you, it isn't that you have to learn how to become something or someone that you are not, you already are, you already are perfect, you already are divine, you already are one with the Creator.

You have fallen into sleep state and this is the path…to awaken. Is this understood?

[Yes.] That is good.

We shall now ground Anna. 

Be in Peace. Be in Light.

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